Wednesday, July 9, 2008

portfolios for graduate student training: a real solution?

a recent article in the chronicle has highlighted a new system for graduate students to avoid the "bottle neck" of qualifying exams on the long road to a degree. at University of Kansas, and a handful of other institutions, humanities departments are moving to a "portfolio" system in place of the exam--what they call a two-year long take home exam. it isn't entirely clear to me what is in the portfolio but this is not the focus of my attention here.

one reason given to move from what is described as an outdated model of evaluation to a portfolio system (and anyone who has taught in the Elbow/Belanoff model of writing programs will be keenly aware of all that this entails) is to help graduate students start to "focus" and "specialize" earlier, to help prepare them for the dissertation. rather than getting bogged down in years of reading, a well-managed plan and a "three ring binder" should guide students into specialization and shorter time to completion. the goal here is to shorten the 9-10 year average to complete the humanities ph.d. nothing in my own graduate training, however, nor in the slew of articles i've read over the years, suggests to me that what we lack is focus and specialty. indeed, we've become so focused, professionalized (another point i'll address in a minute), and specialized that we've come to speak, many of us, almost different languages. far more disconcerting is the lack of breadth so much graduate training forces upon students now: panicked at the outset about original ideas, provocative dissertation topics, published articles, and marketability, graduate students are funneled through the professional--and necessarily narrow--channel of their discipline quite early already. there are nowhere near enough students interested in the arcane knowledge we have to meet the general education and liberal arts requirements of most higher institutions.

the implication of this piece, too, is that that problem is lengthy degree times; the solution is to collapse the requirements for graduate students. those crazy grad students seem to want to keep reading--"there is always more you can read"--and this is creating a problem. in short: it's the graduate student's fault, stupid. it seems like the latest bizarre smoke and mirrors to avoid addressing the most obvious and pressing problem of graduate training: the poverty wages and high teaching load while trying to, god forbid, READ, research, and write. maybe, just maybe, the lengthy term to degree completion has to do with making 10k a year, teaching two courses a year, while carrying full graduate coursework, trying to publish articles, learning to go to conferences, be a part of a department, maybe even share a beer and a heated discussion with comrades at the local hole. and this, of course, only scratches the surface of what many graduate students face as competing concerns. turning the qualifying exam into a portfolio is a nifty trick--how might it actually help students become scholars, teachers, academics without destroying them in the process, much less taking 10 years?

professionalization: the article suggests that the portfolio system gives students more faculty attention and that this helps them learn what will be expected of them and what the academy is really like. huh? i don't know about you, but my experience in the academy (and i took 9 years to complete my degree) doesn't suggest to me that more attention reflects the reality of professional experience. if anything, that would serve to confuse students who may then expect more detailed help navigating the long-haul than they are likely to receive. not because faculty don't want to (though some may not) but because they too are caught between professional forces and demands on their ever-diminishing time. as i write i feel utter sympathy and affection for my own committee--who i've known for many years now--and who gave me as much time as they could given their own professional and personal lives.

i guess by now it is clear that i find this piece profoundly disturbing. perhaps i'm missing the point?

addendum: my comments here are not meant to detract from the possibility that revision to qualifying exams is needed.  i've been struck, in fact, by the range of "exams" that exist out there in academic land.

Monday, July 7, 2008

evidently it can be worse

in my ongoing effort to keep labor issues in the academy on the table for discussion over here at adjunct whore's place, i encourage you to read this, yet another sleuth-like edition from mr. bousquet. this piece in particular struck me because the conditions of graduate students--while housed under the oxymoronic "right to work" structure--are not at all unlike my own.

i give you a short list:

while a graduate student, i had a family ( i came to grad school with one)--i would not have survived without my partner's income;

in addition, i took out several loans, without which i also would not have survived;

in addition, i taught extra courses (my "tuition waiver" required that i teach a 1:1; i always taught a 2:2 and one year a 3:3);

it took me nine years to finish, mostly because of financial constraints which required me to work over and beyond (by a lot) my research/dissertation/degree.

of course, the complaints of graduate students are well known--i found the comment of one such student ("as long as i'm not lied to" very amusing)--and in comparison, at least i could boast excellent health care benefits.

what will it take for those who have any power to provide a living wage to those teachers who carry the bulk of undergraduate general education courses at public institutions?

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

oh so lazy

i really regret to inform you that i've hit the lazy lull....oh so lovely, lazy, summer space. something i've actually never experienced. the truth is this: on the one hand, i'm relishing this time, strange, personal time, personal time without angst of marriage, occupation, children. for example: i am now on (wait, i must check) day 41 without smokes. and, i might add, at least a few of these days have been spent with friends i previously smoked with, up late talking and drinking, and still, i do not smoke. promising.

i'm actually a bit confused and i guess therein lies the angst of this summer time. confused because i just finished an article and i'm reading but not intensely. like not seriously difficult theoretical material that demands my every fiber. some of it is really enjoyable (like anna karenina, which i'm teaching in the fall but haven't read in some time now) and some of it is re-reading work i should know inside and out for my sub-field but don't because i immersed myself in my diss work for so long.

then there is the angst of starting this thing called a job. i know the teeny tiny violins will come out. but like all transitions, this one feels uncomfortable. for one thing, i don't know how to work in an office. i'm used to working in my messy bedroom in my bed clothes, without showering, and when i need to think or am stuck, walking around my house (i used to go outside for a smoke) or cleaning my kitchen or something else mundane. now i sit in this space i am grateful to be given and look around. i listen to all of the new noises and smell the newly painted rooms, and sometimes pace the hallway just to remind myself of where i am. today is the first day that i was able to read, seriously read. and this was, i think, the fourth time i've spent in this space.

lazy? confused? angsty? who cares i suppose. but this is my summer. lovely and slow on the one hand but confused and still anxious on the other. only less so. but because i'm able to relax for the first time in a few years and because there are some legitimate reasons to feel worry (new job, being a PARTNER), i only feel grey.

being a partner: sucks. it will always feel illegitimate. it will always feel subordinate. it will always feel bifurcated. PARTNER. my body screams in hallways. i try to ignore it. i try to listen to mr. whore who says all the things a good partner should: this couldn't happen if you didn't do the work, now you need to believe that and move forward. whatever. we're trained to not believe anything, it is part of our critical nature, no? especially something like self-worth.

i feel like an alien. and i know that i will for a long time. the only way it will ever change is if we leave this institution or when my book comes out it is critically revered. i don't have high hopes for either of these.

and i confess, it hurts just a wee bit to know that this will always shadow me even while i know it also helped me.

woe to the academic.

new title anyone? i'm soliciting opinions. i'm looking for something snarky, of course.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

vacation

well we're off to the beach for a week for some laziness and fun--we plan to pick up our discussions about the university and labor when we return.

til then, have a lovely week!

aw

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

on Marc Bousquet's How The University Works



what follows is a guest post courtesy of mr. whore. i will be responding to it and to bousquet's book in the days to follow. without further ado, i give you, mr. whore.

The first time I fully understood what Althusser meant by “interpellation” was when I went to the British Library in London as a grad student. I did my little interview (this was about 10 years ago now), got my card, and spent the next week or so coming and going, reading and writing, and basically trying to figure out just what it was I needed to go all the way to the UK to consult. In later years, after I got a little better at research, I would have known how better to use my time. As it was, I consulted many texts that were easily available at libraries back home in the US. That didn’t bother me, then (partly because I didn’t realize it and partly because I got to go to the bar where Marx used to drink while doing research for Capital – a historical fact fully exploited by the bar itself, of course). What mattered was that I was in London at the BL doing research. I felt more like a scholar than I ever had, even though I had been doing research and writing a dissertation for a couple of years already. It was there that the institution (the BL; the academy) “hailed” me; it said, “hello scholar, will you be doing some more rigorous research again today? Looking at original sources? Laughing with the other scholars in the cafĂ©?” And I said “yes.” I am a scholar. I wanted to be a scholar. I thought of my parents, neither of whom had attended college. This would all sound real enough to them given that what I was doing with my life – in my late 20s, no less – could seem a bit flimsy. And of course I thought of the tourists, the ones with no cards who could only look at the exhibited materials in display cases out front. I had a purpose – and a locker. I was a scholar.

Now why would I want to use the critical thinking skills I was supposed to be developing in grad school to interrogate that? In being hailed and in responding to the institution (in this case) of higher education I was finally assuming the identity I desperately wanted to assume. I was finally feeling like a member of a profession, a class – one which I’d always thought (and still often think) would reject me (state school education, state of the market, etc.). And yet while this little feeling of acceptance was harmless enough (though vain), this identity I was assuming was one that separated me – like all the best identities do – from those who had not been hailed: my uneducated parents, say, or the tourists, or some of my fellow graduate students, or me the previous week…. I was hanging with the scholars, now. Some of them were kind of old and looked mean. But others had funky eyewear and cool shoulder bags. I could get along with these folks, surely.

The reason I bring up this rather tedious incident from my years in academic training is because I was reminded of it while reading Marc Bousquet’s book, How the University Works (NYU Press, 2008). “It is obvious today,” Bousquet writes, “that managerial values interpellate the faculty and students as well, framing not just possibilities for action (what can be done) but possibilities for knowing (‘this is the world’). In this way, tenured faculty, even unionized tenured faculty, accept the managerial accounts of ‘necessity’ in the exploitation of part-time faculty, graduate students, and the outsourcing of staff” (93). Tenure, it seems (and I just went through it this year) functions a lot like the BL episode. It is something I worked for – very hard. It is something I wanted – very much. This in itself is not bad (and I do not think Bousquet suggests that is bad). But it is a form of hailing: when I / we accept our acceptance (in this case) as scholars, we are separating ourselves and perpetuating, however inadvertently, the institution – the system – into which we’ve finally and fully been assimilated.

This would be okay if we used our vaunted critical thinking skills to then reflect upon and critique the system itself – enjoying its advantages, say, but not becoming enslaved to them. But Bousquet’s book suggests that this is not the case. “Under current conditions,” he asks, “to what extent do the tenure-stream faculty represent the possibility of an opposition, a counterculture?” His answer: “With the spread of acceptance among the tenure-stream faculty of academic-capitalist values and behaviors, and acquiescence to an increasingly managerial role with respect to the contingent, there is little evidence of anything that resembles an oppositional culture” (13). I would suggest that part of this relates to the Democratic-liberal leanings of most Humanities faculty members – the complete inability, that is, to imagine a party-political platform outside the two-party framework. The recent visit to Furman College by Bush is an example. Faculty members protested. Fine. This was a platform for Bush to talk without criticism or feedback, they said. What if the speaker was a Democrat? Would that be okay? Vote for war? Check. For domestic spying? Check. For Torture. Check. For Alito. Check. Great. The Dubai Ports deal suggests that the only true victory the Democrats have gained over the Republicans in recent years came at the cost of being even more racist than they are. Critical thinking in action. Tenured faculty unite.

There is no oppositional culture that has any purchase in mainstream, professional America. No wonder there isn’t one in the academy when more and more, as Bousquet suggests, it is only people who can afford to teach that do so. Bousquet offers some possibilities for finding one – and these possibilities come from students themselves.

We should be paying more attention.

But this is to digress too much. I am fully convinced by Bousquet’s point that an oppositional culture will rarely be found among the tenure-stream faculty. Indeed, Bousquet’s book suggests to me that tenure is as secure as ever: it is the prize, the sectioning off of certain faculty to assure that the present system of education-labor continues. It’s a “headache” for administrators, perhaps. But it’s useful, too, in its ways. We get hailed – first by “tenure-track,” then by “tenure.” And it’s good – tenure.

I do not think that Bousquet is arguing against tenure. What he seems to be saying is that the tenure system is part of the mechanism through which the inequalities of the institution (of higher ed.) get reproduced. Just part. But important. Bousquet suggests that a better view of this system can be gleaned from the important work (including his) that highlights the views of “contingent” faculty: graduate students, part-time or adjunct faculty, lecturers. This is part of what Bousquet calls the “casualization” of labor (and not just academic labor) – a process that will require “tenure-stream” and “contingent” faculty to work together to disrupt (see p. 82). Tenure-stream faculty see themselves as closer to management. What will it take for them to see the degradation of the system itself and to find solidarity with faculty – contingent faculty – rather than with management? The result of such solidarity would not only benefit academic workers, writes Bousquet, but students too, even society.

After recently reading Bousquet’s book I suggested to AW that I might blog about it to the readership she has amassed – and she generously agreed to let me. At first I thought it was inappropriate because she is the adjunct whore. Or the whore formerly known as adjunct. And I am now tenured. She, in other words, should be doing this (and she will, I know). But after looking again at Bousquet’s book – which is a fantastic book, if I have not yet made that totally clear – I realized he is writing in large part to me (or people like me): to tenured or tenure-stream faculty. The “contingent” workers whose conditions he rigorously chronicles are (philosophically) like Marx’s proletariat. They see more than those at the top. The key to progress – in labor and in education – will be to get those workers who don’t know they are “workers” (tenured and tenure-stream) to recognize that they have more in common with the contingent workforce of the academy than they do with the managerial class that has, it can sometimes seem, learned the lessons of cultural materialism better than we have (see p. 12).

Bousquet himself makes his case through smart comparisons with, say, health care. When Americans are confronted with the idea of socialized medicine, the fear seems to be (often) that what each person of the middle class has will be somehow lessened in order to give a bit to those less secure, class-wise. In academia, isn’t it the same? If tenure-stream and tenured faculty work together with part-time, adjunct, and graduate-student faculty won’t we lose something – travel funds, course load, course selection, offices, number of students, prestige…. Maybe. But maybe not. Bousquet suggests that we re-imagine – that we remake, in fact – the system itself. “Reasonable wages for everyone,” he writes (209). This is a little vague but his point by p. 209 is clear. We can control our own futures – or can have more control – by becoming aware and fighting for more equality in the workplace than we can by acceding to managerial values, which are already nevertheless doing what we fear the contingent work force itself will do (if we were to join with them): casualize work and degrade our living.

MW

PS: Our 2-yr. old looked at the cover of Bousquet’s book while I was reading it the other day. The cover features three rather ambivalent-looking graduates. He said, “they look mad. I want to make them happy.” There’s hope, I think.

brief update

so today is the twentieth day i have not smoked. not one. and you know what? i'm starting to care less and less. as luck would have it, i now have some kind of illness where my throat feels like rocks live in the back and i ache, as if i still were smoking.

nyc was wonderful, so good to see my family, all the kids, my new nephew--sassy girl had a really fabulous time. it was a little alarming walking through the city with her, though, she got a lot of male attention--grown up male attention--and even a photographer approached her in Tompkins Square Park to ask how old she was. NOT OLD ENOUGH, dammit. it is freaky having this beautiful daughter who now gets mistaken for someone much older than she is.

even by family, who have a difficult time knowing how to respond to her because of her confusing liminal position right now. this was the cause of some friction between me and my brother (from here on out known as brother slack)--which is quite sad. i actually responded to this situation honestly (which i'm not so good at because i prefer to avoid family conflict--why?--because my family is SUPER intense). now he won't talk to me. you know, you just get to a point where playing the game dishonestly doesn't work, even though the consequences are often larger than you would like.

we've been enjoying summer immensely so far--swimming everyday, working in the garden, doing light reading and writing, listening to music together at night. it is good to spend time with mr. whore again cause i really do like him. then we go on a family vacation on Sunday, which is awesome, and the only time we spend close time with the kids all year. no computers, no work.

i've been assigned my first office. i feel like a grown up. it is pathetic but SO exciting. i get to move in shortly--hooray! i hope everyone is enjoying some down time this summer.....

Friday, June 6, 2008

home

i love my city, love love love, it never fails. i always feel this rush of intensity and euphoria when i arrive here (nyc)--i immediately got a slice, had thai food last night, hanging with family, taking sassy girl to the met and the park today, just love walking the streets.

and fifteen days without smokes. i'm starting to think about it less and less. last night, i didn't even get bitchy.